The thing I always heard over and over again was that whole "becoming a new creation" spill, but I never ever ever understood it. I thought it was like, as you go you become new. But that sounded to much like I had to earn what was given... it didn't match up. But in the last few days I've become a new creation... how? I honestly don't have a clue. I know what lead up to the point, but the point, that instant of becoming new, I don't know. I suddenly noticed, I'm at peace, I'm not bitter, I want to know Christ, I want to clean up my crap. This was what I know I did, I reached the point where I looked at God and said "I'm scared, but I want more then this. I want to become more then I am." That was my turning point, where I said "yes God, take me and change me." I didn't become perfect, but something changed inside. and the story goes on... A new life, so much to learn, to see.
I don't know exactly what I'm becoming, but I know it's better then what I was and I'm looking forward to the adventure...not of a life time, but of my life time, an adventure that started in 2004 in Phoenix, AZ, on the 28th of July. But it's taken me 5 years and many amazing people to truly find the path and begin walking. I will fall, but there are arms to catch and uplift me. A new day is dawning, and for that I do sing praise and give thanks to Him who created and sustains me, and saved me.
God bless you, and peace and righteous desire be in your heart.
